My special guest today is online friend and fellow Samhain Publishing author, Maria Zannini. Her futuristic fantasy title Touch of Fire comes out in paperback on 28 April. Only a few days to wait!
Over to Maria…
Shelley always has the most interesting topics on her blog and I was sweating bullets trying to figure out what I could write about so I wouldn’t get sharp-beaked kiwis thrown at me like live hand grenades. *g*
My interests run the whole gamut of weird, but something I rarely talk about is dreams, or in this case, the stuff of dreams and how they are unique to each of us.
I tend to remember my dreams in vivid detail, as if I were recalling a movie moment by moment. That’s fine if it was a good dream, the kind you don’t want to wake up from. Not so pleasant if they were nightmares, the ones that chill you long after you wake.
Unlike most ‘normal’ people I have two peculiar traits when I dream. My dreams are always in gray with only one item in the dream manifesting itself in color.
The other quirk is that I take on the pov of every person or object in the dream.
I know what they know in intimate detail.
The really weird part is when I take on the pov of an inanimate object. There are no feelings involved, but rather a rudimentary understanding of what I am and what my purpose is.
It’s surreal.
Which I suppose describes dreams perfectly.
I’ve written stories based on dreams, but there is still one dream that haunts me and begs to be written. In the dream there is a young woman, not more than twenty and she’s at a family picnic. The setting is noisy and she’s surrounded by her loved ones, laughing and playing. Then she gazes across the park and sees a very old man giving her a long mournful look.
She’s drawn to him for some reason. She doesn’t know if it’s pity or something else, but she feels compelled to invite him over to the picnic.
I remember analyzing this dream while I was having it because I couldn’t understand why I was having such a strong attachment to this very elderly man. Then I popped into his pov and immediately understood the connection.
This young girl and this old man were soul mates in a previous life, but he was born too soon and she was born too late and they missed each other by several decades. I instantly felt his profound grief. He had lived his whole life looking for her, never realizing until that day that they had been born too far apart in time.
Meanwhile the young woman was just trying to be kind. She didn’t understand the strange compulsion she had to care for this man, and I, as the dreamer couldn’t tell her. It was something she had to discover on her own.
As the dream drew to its conclusion, she looked into his brilliant blue eyes (the only thing in the entire dream that was in color) and realized who he was. She broke down into tears and couldn’t stop crying. As I woke up, I found my face wet as well.
I think about that dream a lot. The romantic in me wants desperately to give them their ‘happy ever after.’ Maybe someday, I’ll write the ending they deserve.
Have your dreams influenced your writing? Is there a dream that still haunts you? And why do you think it does?
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TOUCH OF FIRE hits bookstores on April 28.
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Okay, it’s safe now, Shelley. That crazy woman is gone. Thanks for having me over!
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